Continuing to work on Dae.  It's only a matter of time before I have everything in place.  He continues to be a comfort, a source of companionship, an escape.  And a growing necessity for my continued survival.  I'm not sure what it is now that keeps me from stepping out of the house and not braining the first dull face I see.  This place is so - ( Read more... )

Bloodaxe came to me yesterday. Talked to me about Pook and explained something that required no explaining. Of all the people to talk about coping mechanisms to, he thinks I need to be told about them? He thinks I don't know what she's doing?

Spending time with Dae has turned into more an escape than anything unsettling. He sensed my anger ( Read more... )

Spoke to Bloodaxe the other night.  Was high as hell when he found me the first time and I can't remember a lot of what was said but there was crying and frustration and finally some moving on I think.  Finally some closure and relief.  And I think I fell asleep he kept petting my hair like a weirdo

Can hardly think straight.  The axe is ready, just ( Read more... )

You stop this right now Arhena. No more of this feeling business. No more of this thinking there's anything left of him in that eye. There is only a runeblade.

One that can apparently draw me into himself for tea time whenever he wants.

This isn't a game we're playing. Dae expects me to be the humanity to his killing machine. Not something weak ( Read more... )

- Winter Veil decorative lights
- "Magic" Lamp
- Abundance of gingerbread cookies
- Eggnog
- Chilled Meats
- Desert Dumplings
- Assorted Toys
- Heavy Iron Knuckles
- Assorted Sweets
- Potion of Illusion
- Pygmy Oil
- Toolset
- Kodo lawn, patio and interior tidied and swept

- SECRET PRESENT

I am so close to getting the last few things I need for Bloodaxe's ( Read more... )

It all just seems so superfluous after a while of thinking about it. Maybe that was the intent behind what was said. I'll just stop. I'm entirely too lethargic. I shouldn't just be sitting here. I should be out doing things. Killing people. The whole shebang.

I think I'll just sit here a little longer instead.

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Working on a proooojeeeect.

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Hey booooooooooook (I can make the letters go on foreverrrrrr)

Book, why does Bartra say weird things? He looks nice in red and black but that one purple was awful so I threw my drink on it hahah

I think I can sleep tonight

Did the red shirt turn me o WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN

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 Hey Book

Got reel scared today when Nils tried too give me gold

But it was not just gold, book.  It was a WHOLE LOT of gold like a thowsind thowsand or sumthing.

got scared reel bad.  Did not tell her everything but told her enough.  Told a haff truth.  That much gold woud make me a target yeah, but if T fownd out about it

I don't want too think about ( Read more... )